'No life' Life...

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I warn u! Long post ahead...

What is 'no life' life? I created this (nll) meant for the uni life. People, yesh i seem to be so out of the world even my auntie reminded me about this problem. I'm very a private (or boring) person la k! Doesn't mean that i stay at home 24/7. I got go one de, just i prefer updating people-to-people sometimes rather than blogging. See my mood. K! Now many people are already living the uni life... How can i be so outdated right? I'm always very up-to-date wan wert.

Ok. Seriously, I'm not excited about this uni life at all. I've heard many of my friends whined about the hustle and bustle of uni life all. Now, I'm experiencing the same life now. Sigh. Seriously i dunno about u guys, but i have this weird thing happened. I was lying on the bed...was gonna shut my eyes and continue with sleeping..suddenly dunno what's on my mind. I SLAPPED myself twice. Reminded myself I'm in UNI now...UNI..(such a big deal?)...then look at the high piles of workloads on the table. And then...(no..not continuing with work or study)...I kept wasting time reflecting upon those ol' good times: working-sleeping-relaxing. Me.pyscho.sot sot edi.

On the first few weeks, Im more concerned about how ppl would look at me. Cuz you know. I'm not those hey-dude-whassup-where-you're-chillin'-guy. I don't know how to explain. Im quite an introvert (or stucked up) person. But the first day orientation, you would see me like you don't know me at all. I was so freakin' friendly and all hyped up. I tried so hard to be one. I initiated to know people first. Asking alot of questions about others. Talk alot. Alot of exaggerations. Have all the uni-is-so-excited-tone. Normally, I wont and would sit there quietly. All cuz I don't wanna end up as a loser loner in uni. Even the first day upon entering uni, I got pre-orientation with Apple's friend oredi, not so bad rite? Haha. I bet sooner or later they will know I'm not a hyped up person after all. I tried to dress nicely and neatly for uni on the first few days cuz I had the stereotypical thinking that uni pp dress up rather nice. And also I don't wanna look like a nerd (I look like one with the specky on). I have seen worst in uni and glad that I'm still considered normal. Lolx. But i got lazier as days passed by. Now, I just simply wear for convenience. Depends whether wake up early or late. Ha!

Things i missed:
a) Tissues providers. Yesh..I miss my tissue providers. I'm so paiseh asking for tissues during lunch now.
b) Talking and yakking during class. Lectures in uni are so BORING! Yawn. Not to say that Im so smart that I don't need to listen, is their monotone that makes me yawning most of the time and still don't get what are they talking. Like Chem, I admit that this lady is so friendly and kind. The thing is her slide is full of verbs, adjs and etc. When she speaks, she adds lotsa unnecessary adjs, verbs and etc but she doesn't highlight the main points. I have developed a new way for full concentration, that is facing the wall on the right without constantly looking at the slide to be able to listen to every words that popped out from her mouth (listening skill). Sometimes, her fast-paced lecturing and speaking were wrong. I don't think she realises it cuz she talks too fast.
c) Sleeping in the bus. Yesh. But now no more.
d) Small classes.
e) Know all the classmates, all their names.

Things i hate:
a) Every morning still (durh thought not sitting bus don't have to wake up early already) need to wake up early.
b) Playing games - Tota / Trafcraft every morning. Every morning only half awake, but still need to play 'games'. Learnt from all the veterans on how to potong Q. If I don't potong, I'm sure I won't be able to reach punctually. Punctual only u know. Not even close to before the class starts.
c) Food sucks. But will get over it. My most-of-the-time-food is mee goreng. Cuz cheap and taste is palatable. Although after eating, I feel thirsty cuz i think lotsa MSG - bald - die. =X
d) There's only a food court nearby - Medan. Boring.
e) Lotsa work. I don't remember going home lying on the bed straight away and sleep. I used to be like that. Not once. What is this? Apa ni? NLL lor.
f) Sat oso got class. KO lor...kill me lar instead!

Things I quite like:
a) Yesh...can go home early on Wed. I know there's no big deal for some of u who have 1 or 2 days off. But it's a BIG DEAL for me!
b) Can go home whenever i like without looking like a loner waiting for bus or parents when all my mates have said BB and gone home odi. Now, I can say BB to ppl oredi. Lolx.
c) Found my group where I can belong too. Last time, my friends used to scare me that it's hard to find friends in uni and will always end up as a loner. Thankful to God, I have a group of ppl doing things together.
d) Can simply wear to uni. Nobody in sch of science cares about fashion unlike the business. I can wear t-shirt, shorts and flip-flop with no worries. No need bling-blings, fanciful bags, sunny, cap all. Free and easy (F&E) wear I call it. Yes, Apple is right to say Business people wear handbag; Eng. people only bringing files and folders; Sci ppl using big bulgy unattractive bag. Well, can't blame us. We got lotsa books to bring. Our bags are full of golds. But mine not too bad la. I bring only files and pencil case sometimes, F&E again.
e) Why I only bring files..because most of my books are photostated ones. Illegal ones. That's why I don't bring to uni. But still our group is the only group that carries the photo-book so proudly without hiding it. U know lar! Monash ppl..NOT ME!...very rich...they buy books one, k. Even if it's used for only one sem. I prefer photo-book. No need to maintain to sell secondhand for higher prices. Means i can scribble n highlight where i like. Yesh, I do that to library bio books. Poor that book..hahaha..
f) I wear shorts more often than trousers. Cuz some ppl said i have no legs when wearing pants. I only wear pants on Bengali day and Islam day (not to offend, just jk), cuz got lab session. So need to cover all the 'aurat'...u get what i mean?
g) I think i wear brown everyday. My wardrobe is full of brown. What to do? Some might thought I never wash my clothes. Lolx.
h) So far, nothing excites me yet. Will see later.

Haha. Recently my mom always complaint about the hot weather in KL. How she can't stand it and all. I commented and said I think she should take us all and migrate cuz I think she likes winter better. She replied she will only when she's rich. Durh. Haha.

Gonna end abruptly. Life goes on.

-the end-

P.S. : MK. Don't worry. Im more concerned and excited about what course u wanna do in uni rather than ur result. K. Update me about these. I don't want to read those negativity oredi. Cheers! XD. And I realised u always mentioned about 'only for those who care about me'. I like this phrase.

P.S. : To PS. Please don't always say sorry for no reason. It's no big deal. Sometimes, you just need to be a little bit selfish. Thats all.